|[ Shalom- Simply because you are my child and I am your Father ]|

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Say cheese!!!

Look at Esther's big foot!!!

The view outside my window...

DO Re Mi Fa So La Ti To... Choir Gals...

So called candid photo...

On Sunday, My friends from church and my mum's friends came over for a proper house-warming... quite fun... we gals went back to the old times when we were young, sit around and talk nd talk... eat and eat... sing and sing... very fun and nice...

The guys were all outside watching VCDs... boring!!!! :( The after that we went to the roof garden for a walk... haha... we decided to have a bbq on new year's day then "sun pian" watch the fireworks from my house... WOW!!!!!! Oh yeah, we were also wondering when is the next IT fair cos we "yue hao" must go together....

Then the next morning, my mood was like "XXXXIANNNN"... cos it's monday and i din't sleep a wink..... Almost drop dead in school sia.... but still "ao guo lai le!!!" Then yee siang gave us a game!! PUZZLE BUBBLE!!!! :) char u want??? very fun cos like arcade game!!! then for the rest of the week got "jing sheng" le... haha..... but we have to rush our FSP (programming) assignment... So, "XIAN" again.... I did the basics and 2 additional requirements liao... thanks to Wee Eng.... but still left one more additional requirement then "wan mei le"!!!! poly life also sucks man.... but still better than JC..... i HATE JC life!!!!!

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Heya!!! came to update you about my life these one to two weeks... after i had adjusted my feelings and emotions, i went on with life... thank you char for being for showing concern! muacks! haha!!! well i think i'm ok now... juz went "k-boxing" with my poly friends on wednesday... we took some neoprints below!!!

very white right??? "qi yue" so "gang gang hao"!!! haha!!! :) then u know when the guys are singing their jay chou song, me and June went to find Honey-by cyndi and ask them to sing... they quite "on" also la... one act her voice the other do action... whoa... very funny lor.. cannot make it!! but overall very fun even though i havent recover from my sore throat and sing until like shit... first time sia!!! then CC keep singing too fast... i think his tempo got prob haha... me and june keep trying to slow them down!!! Fun day sia!!! when can we have it again??? haha... ciao...

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Growing

I'm leaving now to slay the foe-
fight the battles, high and low.
I'm leaving, Mother, hear me go!
Please with me luck today.

I've grown my wings, I want to fly,
seize my victories where they lie.
I'm going, Mom, but please don't cry-
Just let me find my way.

I want to see and touch and hear,
though there are dangers, there are fears.
I'll smile my smile and dry my tears-
please let me speak my say.

I'm off to find my worl, my dreams,
carve my niche, sew my seams,
remember, as i sail my streams-
I'll love you, all the way.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating or haven't dated at all. it isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or gal likes u. it's not about your shoes or your hair or the colour of your skin or where u live or go to school. in fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if u have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that.

But life is about who you love and who u hurt. It's about how u feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is abouit avoiding jealously, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. it's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. most of all, it's about choosing to use your life to touch someone's else in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

How to survive the Loss of a Love

When an emotional injury takes place,
the body begins a process
as natural as the healing
of a physical wound.

Let the process happen,
Trust that nature
will do the healing.

Know that the pain will pass,
and, when it passes,
you will be stronger,
happier, more sensitive and aware.

After a While

After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not thr grief of a child,
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really can endure...
that you really are strong,
and you really do have worth.
And you learn and you learn...
with every good-bye you learn...

Monday, August 01, 2005

What really is depression?

The act of depressing.
The condition of being depressed
Psychology. A psychiatric disorder characterized by an inability to concentrate, insomnia, loss of appetite, anhedonia, feelings of extreme sadness, guilt, helplessness and hopelessness, and thoughts of death. Also called clinical depression.
An act of depressing or a state of being depressed: as a (1) : a state of feeling sad (2) : a psychoneurotic or psychotic disorder marked especially by sadness, inactivity, difficulty with thinking and concentration, a significant increase or decrease in appetite and time spent sleeping, feelings of dejection and hopelessness, and sometimes suicidal thoughts or an attempt to commit suicide b : a reduction in functional activity, amount, quality, or force

Is depression really that terrible?

From what i have found from the dictionary, depression is mainly about psychiatric disorder. It will cause the person's mind to think of negative effects and images. It can even be a danger to you and your family... don't think that depression is only an illness. You won't know what a person is thinking if he/she is having depression. The friend that i have mentioned earlier in my entry had depression not long ago. Nobody knew about it and therefore when she needed someone no one is there. To all my friends out there: If ever you find that something is wrong with me please tell me...