Rainy Day [[Feeling resented and undecided]]
music music music......
There's a new colleague today by the name of Hsu Yee Mon. she's from myammar.. so i got to teach her all the system from the starting... i wonder did i missed out on anything tat she needs to know???!!!!
I WAN TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!!!!! On Friday, my mentor called and ask how i'm doing. actually i'm quite surprised that she'll call cos i have never seen her coming to class ever since she is my mentor which i dunno when!! haha =) then she asked me how i'm doing... so i said still trying to cope... then i dunno why i go tell her i rather go back to school and study... then she keep laughing... =.=!! but really got this feeling lor... or maybe it's just this company that is giving me this feeling... hmmm... i also cannot differentiate le... nvm la.. i'm counting down one day at a time. today is the 45th day towards the end of this holiday job!! i really can't wait to get out of it...
I've got a thought in my mind for many days le... I dunno if i should continue to study IT or take up other course. cos i dun like programming and i actually starts to hate it now... i like designing but designing also needs to have some programming knowledge.. i like psychology but i dun think i'll take up the course... i thought of being a vet but i think that subject needs some science knowledge which i'm lacking of... I dun like business or accounting courses... i dun like science courses... i dun like mass comm... I really dunno wat i like or even what i want... :s
wats the problem with me nowadays??!!!
Alex has gave me quite a number of tasks which i dunno how to do.. then dino keep saying u should know de... cos it's your work... then i cannot quote, reply, edit or even add a message to my forum using my machine... so i told alex about the problem.. then he told me to do a backup of my database cos he believes that my database crashed le.... i was like... wat... u sure not??!!! then when i ask tme how to do a backup of database, he say he also dunno... ask dino he say tme should know... wat sia.... why they always like to push the problems away as far as possible? if they know, cant they just spend 1 minute to tell me how to do?? nobody ask them to do for me... i only need someone to TEACH!!! so i told alex i cannot finish the tasks tat he asked me to do... then he said nvm put it aside first... then this morning when i just sign into msn, dino msned me n said "Joanne, you have not finish your task." .... then wat u wan me to do? i only got a pair of hands and 1 laptop. pls dun expect me to do so many things at a time can?
ok i guess u dunno wat i'm typing le... this is the "timetable" for every single day...
1. check emails every morning (for every project)
2. reply emails if needed
3. be a phone operator. get all the calls n complains, talk to them n assure them that things will be done. Email the problems to alex and back to the customer again.
4. do all the codings required
5. change the designs is needed
6. help tme with his singapore project
7. guide yeemon with her work cos she's new
8. if time permits, type in all the contacts from the cards and send it to alex. (think there's more than 1000 contacts)
9. take over claudia's job and be an admin at the same time.
I guess this is more than enough for the day to make me rushy n crazy everyday... the only time when i'm able to make myself relax is during lunch time. 45 days... 45 days.... 45 days...
But i still thank God that i dun have to go Brunei... i dun think i can survive alone there without people i can trust. I'm starting to learn how to appreciate my weekends... weekdays really sucks.. sorry to use this word.. :o
ok enough of shouting... no worries... i'm ok..
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Live life to the fullest and make bright decisions. Don't regret your choice as there's always a purpose behind it.
